MELANCHOLY PESSIMISM
Insonsistent World

PARADOX LIFE
BACK TO THE NATURE
CONDEMNED TO DIE IN HELL
HUMAN SCUM
ABDOMINAL ORGASM
HATRED
MELANCHOLY PESSIMISM

NEGATIVE THOUGHTS
THE GRIND SONG
PRISON OF SOCIETY
AUTODESTRUCTIVE STATE
SPIRITUAL DISCREPANCY
NAIL TO HEAD
DESPERATION OF HOMELESS
BRISKET

MELANCHOLY PESSIMISM:
Killy - vocals
Otyn - guitar
David - guitar
Olda - drums
Flegin - bass

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Flute on tracks 10 and 14 by Stáňa Valášek.
Vocal on track 15 by Sabina Mahdalová.
Recorded and mixed at Studio Šopa.
Engineered and produced by Stáňa Valášek and Melancholy Pessimism.
Assistant engineer Tom Navrátil.
Mastered by Pavel Hlavica at Studio Shaark.
All music by Melancholy Pessimism and Tonda Horňák.
All lyrics by Killy.
Intro by Dan a Famine (PQ).
Cover illustration by Fera Falešník and Ondra Potyka.
Design and band photos by Pavel Paška
Translated by David Kolaja.
Melancholy Pessimism thanx to Fabian s.r.o. and send hallo to all friends.

PARADOX LIFE
Ain't nothing to eat.
Ain't nowhere to stay.
Ain't strength to wake up.
Ain't nobody around.
Luxurious cars and huge estates.
Swimming pools and cheerful faces.
Full stomaches and safes packed to the top.
And no conscience ... and ... bloody hands.
Scent of grill and stink of trashcans.
Shiny cars and filthy rags.
Baroque music and ultimate heartbeat.
Joy, happiness - sadness.
Laughter - cry.
Live - die.
Is this the beautiful life?
Is this the world of justice?

BACK TO THE NATURE
Hectic way of life.
Machines and computers make our brains blocked.
Let's get back to nature.
Let's get back our lifes.
Rediscover love, let's go to paradise.
It's fast breeding, it's fast growing.
That's fast extinction of brain.
Breeding, growing - dying.
Clotings and properties
turns us into enemies.
Is there anything to envy
on a naked human body?
We destroy everything around us
only for our own mammon.
Stop - let's get back up in the trees!
Back to human being.
Let's get back to nature.
Back to human lifes.
It's fast breeding, it's fast growing.
That's fast extinction of brain.
Breeding, growing - dying.

CONDEMNED TO DIE IN HELL
Loneliness - covered in clouds of sorrow.
Grief - irritating the corpse of your feelings.
Your mind out of control
and your head like a desolated light house.
All alone and naked in a polar desert.
You can't feel warmth not cold.
Condemned to die in hell.
Your heart is desperate for little piece of feelings.
Your brain is begging
for a trace of hope...
All my efforts came out
like a waste of time.
Hopelessness and frustration
to end this life...
Where are all your friends?
What does it mean - friends?
They are tearing you apart.
The smiling hyenas.
Poison doesn't taste
as bad as you've expected.
So, see you in hell, ... hyenas ...

HUMAN SCUM
Big tumour full of putrefaction.
Nothing abhorrent would gross him out.
Dirty trick his pride.
Betray his priorities.
It''s a monster filled with abscess.
It makes me fuckin' sick.

ABDOMINAL ORGASM (based on a true story)
Edge of an axe hewed
into a woman's head.
Blood?! Wonderfull!!
Who is next?
Two sweet little girls.
Just a few hits to these girl's faces.
And then a knife open and throwing
all the guts around.
Intestines, kidneys, livers.
Abdominal orgasm.
Gross disgusting climax.
Cut off the dead foetus
out of female corpse.
Cut the belly open
and then penetrate the dead body's genitals.
And the would watch his dreadful act
through the open belly.
Abdominal orgasm.
Gross disgusting climax.
The end? After several orgasm.

HATRED
Salitude feeding on my brain.
It hurts more and more.
I hate everybody, I hate myself.
Prowling around city that I used to love.
Running into people that I used to love.
Now I want to destroy everything.
And kill everybody.
I can hear my inner voice saying:
Cut this off and be yourself again.
My head is full of bad memories.
I want to forget all
and think of the good ones. But a dead brain
can't think of anything. Do I ever find myself?
I can hear my inner voice saying:
Stop this and be yourself again.
Salitude feeding on my brain.
It hurts more and more.
My hatred to you!
My hatred to all!
Running into people that I used to love.
Now I want to destroy everything.
And kill everybody.

MELANCHOLY PESSIMISM
Without money, without love.
Alone for every annoying yourself.
You have tried to reach something up.
However you have never been successful.
Melancholy pessimism.
It's a long, long suffering for you.
You wanted many times - to end your life.
However you've never, done it ever.
You are just a cover who've never reached
nothing ever.
You are running, you are decided.
To die anyway. Life is just a pain.
You don't wanna suffer yourself anymore.
The only what you got in your head is a suicide.
Melancholy pessimism.
Your neck is clenching.
You're pulling up or sleeve.
It takes just a second.
Jugulating your veins.
Falling into agony.
Can't feel your gripping blood.
You will never live through it
what is a depressive feeling.
Melancholy pessimism.

NEGATIVE THOUGHTS
The world where the evil rules.
The world where negative is positive.
Filth and scum are the icons of purity.
Wasting time searching for feel of security.
Naivity knocked you down.
Evil thoughts manipulate you.
Life is hard - so fight!
Search where you haven't found never anything,
negative feelings dimminish your sight.
Life is hard - so fight!
Naivity knocked you down.
Evil thoughts manipulate you.
Don't let your surrounding
where evil rules to manipulate you.
When world is dirty
and environs is ill.
Stay upright forever.
When life is hard - so fight!

PRISON OF SOCIETY
Pushed to the wall.
Then one stroke after another.
Living in submission against your will.
Spoil the dream of democracy to those in power.
Fight of survival tights up your hands.
Do only whatcha want - fuck what they say.
Responsibility and conscience are like handcuffs.
And if you don't get rid off - it you will die handcuffed.
Fight of survival tights up your hands.
Do only whatcha want - fuck what they say.
If you wanna stay alive - you gotta save yourself.
Get away with what you got and care just for yourself.
Don't be a prisoner of society
where those in power.
Don't give a flying about you.

AUTODESTRUCTIVE STATE
Sell out everything.
Free hands for crooks.
Apologies for killers.
Prosecution for victims.
Act as if nothing ever happened.
When the dirty money warms up your pockets.
Then play it offside and blame
somebody else.
As I see and feel all this - I wanna go and punish.
All the political scum back - kick, hit, beat.
Nothing is functioning.
People got no places to live.
This fuckin' state where the mob
of those, Who where in power before rules.
I will kill.
Go to castle
and make defenestration!

DESPERATION OF HOMELESS
The ultimate desperation.
Inside emptiness.
Subhuman isolation.
On edge of society.
Troubled existence and total indolence
of all these hungry homeless.
With no justice, without food.
Searching for the point of living.
We are at the end of second millennium
and we are being fucking of pressed.
Hunger, dirt, infections, rats.
Crying, death, insanity, stench.
This is a scorn so where have
all the equal rights gone?
Everybody is watching it
without any conscience or remorse.
Is there anybody who gives a fuck about
the tremendous desperation
and sorrow of this people?