Recorded and mastered at studio HACIENDA (21st - 27th October 2002)
Babory 116, 394 68 Žirovnice, Czech Republic, Miloš DoDo Doležal

David Kába thanx to Mother, Father, Vašek, Grandmother, Uncle, Y, Betinka
Jiří Tomášek thanx to Mother, Father, Kačenka, Vendulka, aq-fishes and crayfish, special thanx to my true friend and DELUSION
Petr Špička thanx to Family, DELUSION, Jan Samec, PELLWOOD
Jan Ruso thanx to Mother, Father, Edita, Pepík, Blanička, Rony
Delusion thanx to Jan Samec, Zdeněk Kůrka, Jan Klouček, Lukáš Páral, Robert Princ, Miloš DoDo Doležal, Franta, David Holý, Martin Český, Vašek Kába, Ondra Popelář, Tereza Císařová, Radka Veselá, Patr Kordík

Photos by R.Veselá, J.Ruso
Lyrics by J.Ruso, D.Holý (fight for something)
All music by DELUSION
Artwork Tatoo Bejrůt (Robert Princ +420 777 945 022)
Layout Lukáš Páral & Delusion & Samuel

Contact Jan Ruso, Na Ohradě 521, 386 01 Strakonice, Czech Republic
www.delusionmusic.net

1. STAND BE ME

when your heart is bursting
when falling on your knees
you're not where you wanted to be
don't worry you're not alone

i know the feeling too well

when you've got nothing even words
the tears rushing into your eyes
you're not where you wanted to be
don't worry you're not alone

goin' with you by that stupid train
up to the terminal
as you're gonna be where you don't want to
remember me

2. I BELIEVE IN R'n'R

if you believe in r'n'r like me
you know what i'm singing about
you know just r'n'r move the live forward
you know without r'n'r isn't tomorrow

with my friends i'm hanging around
as the years go by nothing's changed
all in the only line, believe that's exactly
what i like

every working day at the same time
fucking tired come back home
same parfume same debris
same bordom
bit i still have one thing which won't come tride

fride night my dream will come true
listen to the music with my crew

3. FIGHT FOR SOMETHING

every pain once passes
everyone gets his due
i'm said to believe it
i'm said to put with it
they're saying "just drop it"
"just let sleeping dogs lie"
i'm said to understand
i'm said to comply with it

every hot-head cools once down
every stab loses it's edge
everyone though in mind's secrecy
longs for career and wealth
i'm said to understand it
i'm said to believe it
i'm said to comply with it

it's a strange world, a world of hypocrites
so much would i like to believe in something
so much would i like to fight for something
but show me a thing that is worth it

they take away your faith spuiling your ideals
throwing it like trash into the dustbin
teaching to fear the authorities
how to crawl in their ass to bow your back
teaching you to hate laws but be afraid
of making a step aside
they teach you not to belive in justice

they teach you to obey laws and moral codes
teaching you to love authorities and count as well on justice
and as you grow up showing you, you can fuck off
all they've hammered into your head
it's true

4. I WANT TO DIE FIRST

at day i'll be sleeping in the clouds
at night i'll be roving in the streets
i will be appearing as a spectre
and pursue you you're my victim

i want to die first
i want to be your nightmare

with sadness and terror
you'll be waking up into a new day
with sadness and terror
you'll be falling asleep that you meet me in your dream

every night around your bed
an evil angel evil ghost
my breath, my steps
you choke for fear of that
you don't believe
you pay off your debt by this
you've signed on you bastard

i want to die first
i want to be your nightmare...

5. ONE OF THE FEW

welcome among us
you're lucky, man
here's simply everything
you'll get the power
what more would you like
welcome to hell

congratulations on your success
give me a hand to shake
you're one of the few, not everyone's that good
what a thing, man!
so tell me what you want
read out your sins
yeah i see
you're in the right place

you're one of the few
in the right place
welcome to hell!!!

6. REASON TO WORRY

i've got a reason to worry
there's no way
how to make bad things right
i've got a reason to worry
you'll do it as the first and the last one
i've got a reason to fear
life's not so sure as death

i've got reason to fear
the scars after old wounds
are not healed yet
and new ones are bleeding

so as the first and the last one
enjoy it massively
without any control
i'm like a wingless bird
nothing to care about
to risk the balance
to preserve the irreplaceable
there's no way to make
bad things right

just to comfort my needs
that's just the unavoidable progress
just the mistake of this civilisation
no one to answer

i've got a reason to fear
life's not so sure as death

7. HOW MUCH

you'll leave us only a little and we'll be satisfied
you'll feed us with the blab and we'll eat it
how much will you take us away to awaken?

time to wake up, time of break
i breathe in and i scream
hear of my voice
i'm start the revolution of my life

like puppets on strings
we're waiting for your drug
where has been mistake made
that we deceive ourselves
being alive we're crushed out

somewhere inside of darkness circle
voices were damped down
as an effort to enforce your world
there we lost ourselves
acclimatized to the ambient
acclimatized to the supremacy
full of devious illusions
do not deceive ourselves
we're waiting for the other day

you'll leave us only a little and we'll be satisfied
you'll feed us with the blab and we'll eat it
where has been mistake made?
where has been mistake made?
where does the brim of our indifference lie?

8. RATHER TO SHUT UP

death is bad, life's an agony
no other choice
hell! c'mon stop it
don't how to say it
don't how to say it

dice is cast and i counted
my lucky number 13
se here and now
i admit your words have come true
and i have to laugh at myself
ready for everything
so tell me how much you hate me?

now i know
not today, not tomorrow
maybe sometimes
sometimes it's better to shut up
'cause forever is a long time

tell me why you hold back your tears
pretending laughter?
why do you have something else
in your heart than on your tongue's tip?
ready for everything
so tell me how much you hate me?

now i know
not today, not tomorrow
maybe sometimes
sometimes it's better to shut up
'cause forever is a long time

ready for everything
so tell me how much you hate me?

9. N

10. IN THE NAME OF GOD

who are you, who are you,
you obsessed bearers of evil?
who are you, who are you
you killers in the name of god?

the ritual
ridden by perversion
for the pleasure of evil
all this in the name of god

crosses on fire
killed off vilages
mind under domination
the mass madness
collective offertory
of innocent souls
disgust and hate
blood of pain

in the name of god
who was to brought to life
as a fall guy
to embrace and to forgive
whilst the old scratch
takes delight in blood
and holocaust

the delivery designed by me
is knocking on the hell gate
and the same time
- in closeness to the god -
waiting for forgiveness

killers washed away their sins
and constituted a new code:
my god isn't yours
that's why i hate you

HEY, I THINK THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF A BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP