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jump from the fire only one on the edge of tolerance it in itself ensystemed germ of error the strach na vruble sportorico obscure meaning of infinity maybe there mushroom hell impartial the others |
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| 11 = | wheredidthelightgo? whyisitdarknow? suddenlyit'sasquietasagraveyardnotasoundtobeheard howcanIhearwhistlinginsidemyhead? Idon'thearmyselfspeaksowheredoallthevoicescomefrom whenI'msilent? something'swrong itwasallgoingsmoothlyasbutterbutnowthere'slardeverywhere whathappened? |
| 03 = | Idon'twantanythingfromyou leavemealone! letmelivemyway! I'mapersonliketherestofyou notdangerous,justdifferent youturnedmeintoananimal tryingtomakemelistentoyourrulesatallcosts sodon'tbesurpeisedwhensomethinghappens I'mlikeatimebombthankstoyou! Iwasn'tdangerousuntilyoumademethisway |
| 10 = | youlienexttomebutIfeellikeyou'renothereatall I'veknownyousincechildhoodbutallofasuddenyou'vechanged isthatevenyou? achillgoesupmyspinewhenIlookintoyoureyes theyaresodark,lifelessanddull IwanttohelpyoubutIdon'tknowhow isitstillworthitnowthatyou'vegivenup? whydidithavetohappen? whyyou? IwantedtotellyousomuchbutnowIcan'tbecauseyougaveup! |
| 09 = | watedenergyinneverendingspace asecondispartofeternitywhichisonlythethoughtoftime imaginationneverendsandnothingispartofit barriersdon'texisteither there'sonlyacirclewhichthethoughtcreatesandchanges soitwon'thavetogooutsideisnothing |
| 13 = | anemptyroomfullofshadows voicesresonatefromeightcorners youdon'twanttofindout - avoidingquestions,ignoringsurroundings yousearschagainstyourwill wherearetheyhiding? itgnawsatyou morenoisesfrombehindandnexttoyou trytokillthem wherearethey? youfoundrockswithnameschiselledinthembutnottheirnames justnowyourealizedthatitisnottheybutyouwhoareother |
| 12 = | lieortruththatyoudon'tbelievein painofdesperation sadnesshiddenbehindreservedneeds angerislikehotwater truthorliethatyouriseupyourself tohavepleasurefromlife notthinkingonpain that'shopeless - stayshopelessfurtheron IamnotafraidbecauseIfakeditup pleasureislikeice |
| 08 = | youcan'tlivewithoutit,it'slikefuelwhichdrivesyou youriskmoreandmoreandcareforanythingnomore asmoredangerasbetter haveyoueverrememberedthosewhocareforyou? trytopercieveyoursurroundings |
| 04 = | Imustwritetonotforgetit Imustdancetonotgetstunted Iunderstoodnothingbuthavebeenrenownedasgenius glazedwindowsandshodsoles weembracebutstruggle ourconsiderationsarequeer whodoesn'tknowit - lies wholaughsatit - doesn'tunderstand whodoubtsaboutit - searchesfor beautyfulroadspavedbyshits equalitywrinkled,notirreversible coursepredetermined,notformed |
| 06 = | sitdownanddie! I'mgladyouunderstoodyoursurroundings understoodanddidn'tletknow andwhowillinstructus„thebestknowing”? wealthy?bliss?love? suffering?hardship?solitude? riseandflyup! Ifeelyourconfusion andwhowillshowthewayus„infallible”? ambition?belief?success? desperation:nothingness?doubts? withopenedmouthandclosedeyesIburntmylife andstoodupsidedown thoughtsconvertedformoneyandawokeinsummerstorm |
| 07 = |
seasoninvalleyandhunchedpersonfumblinginmist,talkingtoitself wheretolookin? wheretoseekthepathtogetback? letmeabsorbvanityofbeingasfarastipsofhairtorisenextday confessingerrorofownactionandexemptingfromdispersedinjury |
| 02 = | you'reshining,heating,youarelife buttoapproachyouisdeath likewindstormyou'veflownthroughmymind spreadingthedisasterneverthelessIwishtoseeyouagain salvationorfate youknowit,youarelife buthowtofinditiftoapproachyouisdeath? |
| 05 = | whatisthat? systemdeterminestherules system - chaoswithoutit system:life?suffering?both? doyoufeellikethesheeps? youaren'tmistaken gotoyourflockquickly! system:life?suffering?both? |
| 01 = | yousaid,you'dputyourhandinthefireforme so,putitin! Iwannaseeyourskinburnt |